Here are some thoughts:
-This is my first winter con, because the last two I was actually in Japan visiting my sister. It is almost surreal that she is here now and I get to see her here!
-I opted out of a game night to talk for an hour or two with a good friend and it was a blessing. There is such excitement in the air as I know a handful of people looking to do global missions.
-There has also been an opportunity to reconnect with previous acquaintances and meet more students. At first I was a little bummed that more people from our Puerto Rico team were not here, but it allowed me to spend time with SDSU friends and people from other schools.
-My favorite event so far was a dinner casting vision for missions in Japan. I realized that Puerto Rico was amazing but it could never take away the desire to reach Japan. I think I assumed that my heart for Japan would just dissipate or not be as heavy because I did another missions in its place. However, after hearing more and meeting other students who want to reach Tokyo, I realize there is a feeling that I want to go back there.
Maybe it's partially that they feel like my people but also I have seen firsthand how broken they are and I want them to know on some level that they no longer need to be alone.
Switching gears it's weird now three years later meeting students at campuses I never considered and especially on those I visualized going to way back when. There is a hint of wistfulness in a sense, but there is only a brief instant of that feeling. Immediately I can say with confidence that God put me in the right place and has blessed me in many ways beyond anything I would have expected.
These are perhaps not any life changing revelations or epiphanies but that's not necessary. I feel like I'm still learning, wrestling and getting revived by being around a community of believers. I cannot wait for more the next couple days and I hope that I can experience the Lord on a still deeper level.

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